Sunday, January 13, 2008

nuances

sometimes it feels like i live my life between periods of friend crushes, when all i want is for a certain person to think i'm worth the trials of friendship. i just don't know anymore. my neediness hasn't been as obvious since i got back to school as it was before, i don't think, but i'm still constantly looking for validation.

sometimes i'm just so curious to know all, that i find myself craving hearing things that other people say about me--things they don't plan on me ever hearing. i wouldn't be offended, i don't think, i just want to know it. i hate being left out.

3 comments:

Raq said...

i am a needy friend. and the friends i want to give me attention the most ignore me and make me jealous. i despise humans...

lydia said...

ditto to raquel.

ditto.
frealz.

Anonymous said...

You could always press your ear against the wall--I talk about you really loud quite frequently. Love the blog muchly